Canadian Duck

Fighting against my "analytical orientation"..against my poor "italian English".., finally my little PAPERO CANADESE is quite completed...!!

Good luck, Kika...stronger than all..!!!

i'm listening Joao Gilberto and my mind is going upward and backward..following the paths created by the Bayles I had after dinner. I wish...I would love...I want to have you with me..next to me..I look at my past in the false mirror of the picts I have on my laptop..fake moments of joy, needed moments of relax for my heart....nothing more than a breakthrough for my painful life. I deserve more, but I know that you should not be the one who is waiting for me, there, far from me. I need your love, I'm fed up with any fugitive kiss. I need a sincere hug. The only who will last forever. HIS new face is going into my soul. His clear sincerity, his piercing eyes, his love for friendship. Only one thought against the daily loneliness.
AD MAIORA!!

Sweet Mediterranean Sea

My little cute and dark sister and my beautiful sea in Lecce..

I'm still at work. But now I'm enjoying. I know that something good can always happens to you when you spend your life giving others your "heart" before your "hand". I cried. Yes, I cried with joy today..my mother had the power to do that! She is the only important thing in my life, my hidden soul, the deep reason for everything is happening to me.

Sometimes I fight against her presence in my heart, as I know that all the problems I had to face depend on what I learnt from her: respect and love, you don't need to do anything else..and go on loving people even though they might not deserve that..hehehe...I'm not able to be different from how she shaped me..that's the cause of all my past!!
I'm still crying now. Oh yes.."Ki Do Ai Raku"..Japanese culture was right. Those are the most important aspects for every human being..
I'll be my self...

Nel mezzo del cammin..!

I'm leaving for Canada next week..then...I decided to visit my mom. But u know?..I don't really have the right mood to be there...and see "those" people..and fight for being invisible to someone..

I was starting to enjoy Boston and "the new dangerous world in my mind" is starting to open up new horizons..

I'll miss US..so weird to say that..I don't know where I'll be in one year and this is the most terrific idea is growing in my mind..